My Place

I am in desperate need to find my place in life, or is it my happiness?  Because it seems that i have lost it.  I know that my Children and my Hubby make me happy, but i'm begining to think that they are not what makes me complete.  I always thought they were but, as the days and years go on, my true happiness is fading away.

How does one  rediscover/find happiness?  How do we kow that we have found it?  Do we have to rid material things?  Do we have to soul search and rid the drama that way aswell?

I will find my place
I will find my happiness
I will find me

Over It

I AM SO OVER IT.

I am over feeling like I never get any help around here, I'm over feeling like my kids refuse to listen, and I am over feeling like I am not good enough, for my kids my hubby and myself. 

I know none of this is true and I know that I am the right person for this family,  but there is always that doubt in my mind.

So from this day forward, Instead of being everything to everyone all day everyday,  I am going to take 10 minutes out for myself and maybe I may be able what I think my family needs.

So the Plans are in Motion.

Ok,  So i took the first step today.  I bought myself a little organisational tool this morning,  Its called the "Sunny Mummy Assistant".  It has everything you need to organise your family, your meals, your money and your life in general.  Along with a few little motivational posters to make sure you look after yourself.  Cause as they say When you look afterself you can look after your family. 

So today I took that first step !!!!!!!

Lets see how it goes in practice

Amazement

I am completely amazed at the way i have seen Wives treating their husbands over the last few days.  Its like a dictatorship.  Do this do that and if you don't do it now i will completely lose it.  what is it with some people?  Why is it so hard to love and respect your partner.  Last i knew you got married to spend your life with your best friend, not so that you have someone to tell what to do and when to do it.  Or maybe I am the strange one.

Why

Why is it that these days I look in the mirror and I don't know who the person is that looks back.  I know that person is a mummy and a wife,  But who is she really? 

This is a question i ask myself daily,  Who am I?  What am I suppose to do with my life?

Don't get me wrong,  I love my kids, I love my husband,  But what about me? 

there has to be more to me than just a mum and a wife